Messy 80s randomness versus the proper documentary | Bon Jovi 1987 07 11 East Troy & Thank You Goodnight (2024)

In many ways this is the proper version of not one but two recent blogposts which were both posted with the promise that they would be followed up by a better version.

These two blogposts are:

Diehard recording for sure | Bon Jovi 1987 07 11 East Troy | Unlocked after 37 years

and

I’m halfway there | Watching “Thank You Goodnight” part I (spoiler warning)

And yet for both I struggled to come up with the new blogpost.

The first blogpost mentioned, is about a recording of the 1986-1987 Slippery When Wet Tour, which as the most intimate of fans will know,  was still not Bon Jovi’s 80s peak!
A casual fan would assume their biggest tour was the one named after their knockout bestselling album Slippery When Wet, but it was actually its successor, The New Jersey Syndicate Tour 1988-1990, that was the behemoth tour that not just crushed it in terms of revenues, number of gigs, and probably had the fastest selling tickets in rock n’ roll history;
But that was also the tour that nearly crushed the bandmembers as well.

The New Jersey Syndicate Tour.

Homesick, disillusioned and suffering from every ailment 16 months of non-stop touring will give a man, the band closed their New Jersey Syndicate tour in Guadalajara, Mexico.
Which ended up as being two concerts on the same day.
The report on what happened is actually the most compelling part about the whole documentary series “Thank you, goodnight” (end of episode 2), as they face student protests and riots, blocking the stadium they were scheduled to play.

The footage of those draining, confusing days in Mexico, the endless waiting, the boredom, the restlessness of knowing you are so close to being able to go home but instead you’re stuck in a hotel with nothing to do except being angry with an antagonistic manager who you hold responsible for having worked you to absolute exhaustion;
Split in with voice-overs from Tico Torres, Richie Sambora, David Bryan and Jon Bon Jovi, all vividly remembering how Guadalajara ripped the band apart within days.
As well as enriched with interviews with others like audio engineer Obie O’Brien, songwriter Desmond Child and manager Doc McGee himself;

Guadalajara claims the spot as most compelling part of the entire four part documentary.

The endless touring had worn out and stretched their bond so thin, there wasn’t any cohesive strength left.
It all fell apart, like dust, and after finding a compromise around the student protests which involved playing two Guadalajara shows in one day;
A lot more had ended than just the New Jersey Syndicate Tour.

For years, the band would now be hanging by a thread.

So in comparison to the New Jersey Tour disintegration in Mexico after 240 concerts, the dramatic ending of the second episode of the documentary;
Oh, sweeties, compared to that, the Slippery When Wet Tour was JUST THE BEGINNING!

And the East Troy 1987 recording, unlocked after 37 years at February 2024,  by niche channel Fighter BJ, was no exception.

Fresh!
Light!
And boy, were they wild and eager!

You see, although Bon Jovi had two big hits second half 1986 (You Give Love a Bad Name and Livin’ on a Prayer) they did not feel like being at the height of their career.
And even when in July 1987 a third evergreen Wanted Dead or Alive had already been added to that list, they were still giving it their all!

The album Slippery When Wet was bringing them the success they had been dreaming of, but they had been working hard for this.
And the success had not come early.
In fact, it had come at the make or break point and the album (their third) had been their absolute final shot at having a career.

So when that album took off, the final thing the band was going to do was resting their laurels. They were working hard.
They were pushing.
They were fighting.
They were using every show, every interview and every country, to make their mark deeper. To burn their very existence into the souls of those who where there.

They would not take prisoners, and there was no failing.
The show had to go on, at any cost.
They were not going to let this chance slip away, not now when the train was rolling….

So the 1987 energy of the East Troy concert, unlocked last February by niche channel Fighter BJ, who specializes in their oldest work;
That energy was fresh.
Thirsty.
Young.

Even though July 1987, the band had been tired, having toured almost for a year at that point, and even though Jon Bon Jovi’s voice was in all probability going through one of its many iterations of being shot;
They delivered.

Over the past few months, I must have listened to that East Troy show somewhere between 30 and 60 times.
I have three different A4’s with notes, because I started over every time, because I was discontent with the results and thought that starting over and really paying attention, my notes and therefor the chances of writing a review, would improve.

But regardless how often I listened to Bon Jovi, East Troy, July 11th, 1987;
I came up with close to nothing.

And that is close to nothing actually LIKING the show!
Close to nothing being COMPELLED by all the spoken word and speeches, between and in the songs.
And having no idea what it was about.

All talking is either aimed straight at the audience, or it addresses people and situations relevant in the American media around the date of the concert.
Even someone from America not having lived through the era, wouldn’t have a clue.

So writing a review about East Troy got postponed and postponed. Assuming that because I was listening to it on repeat, and because I ve written a ton of these blogs (check the older content on my other blog dailybonjoviyoga) I really thought there was no other way possible than that LIGHTNING WOULD STRIKE!

And I would write the perfect East Troy 1987 review.

In the meantime I setup a draft post for East Troy 1987, chose a title, wrote the first paragraph, created an image on Canva, and put in all the links.
Only to have more time go by, in which I switched to focusing my efforts on YouTube.

I picked up a series “Life lessons in Bon Jovi songs”, and committed to writing a blog post about the song that was up, before I would shoot a video about it.

And then it happened;
Somehow, in the process of writing a Life lesson post about the song Let it Rock, I inadvertently clicked Publish on the draft for East Troy 1987.
Which then got posted incomplete, and with an apology I would soon make it up by writing the real review.
Now almost 6 weeks and about two dozen more listenings of East Troy ago.

Six weeks in which the much anticipated Bon Jovi docu series “Thank you, Goodnight.” came out, and I wrote:
I’m halfway there | Watching “Thank You Goodnight” part I (spoiler warning)
Promising a part 2 in the process!

So now I had not one, but two follow up posts to write.

And because episode 2 had ended on such a strong note, I really expected that after watching episodes 3 and 4 of “Thank you, goodnight.” I would be able to write one hell of a review!!!
So I watched episodes 3 and 4, where the story picks up after
the double concert at Guadalajara, and… nothing.

First I thought it (my lack of enthusiasm) was just because the documentary had left out the whole Holy Month of April 1993- saga.
The part where Bon Jovi had survived their near-break-up, updated their looks, made the contemporary album, only to find their tickets were no longer selling and this could be the final year they were a bonafide touring band!

And the legendary gig at the Rosemont, March 5 1993, where they had to carry Jon off-stage, because he was no longer able to walk.
That’s how spent he was…..

FOLLOWED BY THE APOTHEOSIS OF THE HOLY MONTH OF APRIL HOLY F HOW CAN YOU LEAVE THAT ON THE TABLE?!

I get it you know, that chronologically speaking for the story to work, you cannot have a pivotal moment in spring 1993, if you’ve just made the near breakup years 1990-1992, the heart of your documentary series.
I know.

But how about doing it in a non-chronological way?
How about, instead of making Jon’s recovering voice the closing argument of this docu series, you take us back in time to that struggle in 1993, and the culmination of frustration, of giving it their all, of nearly dying on that fucking stage because they knew that having survived EVERYTHING?
They were this close, to being nothing….

This close, to being kicked back into the 80s, ruthlessly and to suffer the same fate as their peers, becoming relics of a great era.
A musical museum.

But I didn’t know all that immediately.
What I did know was that although I was able to accept April 1993 wasn’t in the documentary, I wasn’t feeling it. So regardless of what reasons they had had to brush over this dramatic moment, they were not working for me.

Okay- a little break here, I just want to fantasize together with you;
Did you see the documentary?
Do you agree the whole thing would have been lifted to an ENTIRELY DIFFERENT LEVEL, had the final 10 minutes been a flashback to that rocky-as-hell first months of 1993, where the band ended up fighting for their life once more, and Jon needed to be carried off stage because he had collapsed from exhaustion?

Would that not have made us understand why this man is not giving up?

Why Jon Bon Jovi is holding on, and going back onto that stage and into that studio, regardless?

Why maybe, even, he allowed for the professional but generic sound of John Shanks to take over, and why he was willing to sacrifice his friendship and the complicated working relationship with Richie Sambora, because he wanted a sense of control over the fate of the band and John Shanks was giving him that where Richie’s prize was that you accepted all the rocky inklings any creative in the history of the world could have told you ARE PART OF THE FRICKIN’ DEAL?

Yes, yes…. me too.
That would have been a great addition.
Having the series close cutting back to 1993, seeing Jon collapsing on stage in 1993, metaphorically indicating he had given his life to hold on to his place in the spotlights;
Would have made us understand.

And instead we got a clean and boring ending, that didn’t hold enough emotion to even count as a proper Disney ending.
(the series streams on Disney+)

At least for now, trusting the band is telling the truth;
I am NOT blaming this on the band.

From what I hear they gave free rein to director Gotham Chopra, which means Chopra chose this ending where Bon Jovi no longer performing at the level they once did, is blamed fully and entirely on Jon’s voice struggles, and on the choice of letting John Shanks determine the sound of Bon Jovi.
But even that last bit is not used to the point where it is working as a dramatic angle.
It is not explicit.

And from the looks of it, the three remaining members of the original band have been working their asses off, to promote this docu series, giving long and candid interviews, that make you pull your hair out thinking;

WHY WASN’T THIS IN THE SERIES!!!!!!!!!!

Apparently not because they were shy about it.

In particular in the final two episodes, it’s like Chopra is diligently coloring between the lines.
For reasons unknown to us, so I m guessing when I say that (most likely unconsciously) he wanted to stay accepted by Bon Jovi, regardless of what they said about giving him carte blanche to make whatever he wanted to make.

I think he put being a likable documentary maker over one that cracks open the defensive layering, and bringing a story we never heard before.
And every Bon Jovi fan will have their own thoughts about what that story could have been, but he had a chance to actually bring it!

Chopra seems uninterested in anything that smells like investigative journalism.

And for me that is a disappointment, that the director who got so close, and with the blessing of the band, did not knock this one out of the park.

The last two episodes just do not hold up, for cinematic and storytelling reasons.
You feel almost choked, from everything being kept from you.

Episodes 3 and 4 are like coming into a room where everybody is pretending everything is okay, but you feel a bomb just went off.

But even in the first two episodes, you can see the story of that they were living the rock n roll life, and what that entails, being TOLD, not SHOWN.
Breaking the very first rule of storytelling (show, don’t tell)

In one of his many interviews promoting this series, Jon Bon Jovi implies he has slept with a hundred women, (making you wonder why that was not in the documentary and we are only talking about his wife Dorothea) but also suggesting this (promiscuity) was something from the past.

Now personally, if I was married to someone who made his money from his creativity, and whose sex appeal was paying for the bills, I would not ask him to slow down;
I would have insisted he kept up the pace!

And when I say “personally” I do mean it is indeed personal, not just in monogamy preferences (or lack thereof) but also in musical taste.

Because the documentary shows how on the 1995 Tour, all band members had their partners and children with them on the road.
Not rock n’roll in theory, yet many consider it their best tour because the band was playing so tight!
And I believe in a heartbeat that from an objective standpoint, the 1995 tour with the families present, resulted in their best live performances.

I believe that in theory, a rock star getting his shit together, raising a family, becoming a philanthropist, staying on the road and in the studio for four decades;
Yes, I can see that is all great, and preferable, to many of the hell and mayhem we’ve seen being caused by them.
And all the sorrow and heartbreak they suffer themselves as well.

Got it.
But it will never be my, preference.

Less than three years apart, but to me the 1995 Tour recordings no longer have that all-in;
Ready-to-give-my-life-for-this GUSTO;
Not the Going to have to carry-me-off-stage-half dead URGENCY;
That were the hallmark, of the legendary gig at the Rosemont on March 5th, 1993

The perfection, and the properness of what is known in fandom as 1995’s
mighty These Days Tour?

Give me 1987’s random messiness, the rants about subjects I know nothing about;
Give me Richie’s birthday show performing “We’re an American Band” with Cinderella on stage.

Give me Jon risking his life flying over the crowd playing “Never Say Goodbye” from the back of the venue;
And give me the piano-driven Bob Seger cover Drift Away, melt me with your singalong sorcery.
All, for the taking on East Troy July 11th 1987.

And, instead of four episodes of docu series?
Give me that piercing thing of beauty that was Jon’s goodbye speech, wrapping up that gruesomely long New Jersey Syndicate Tour in Guadalajara, Mexico.

Where 240 concerts, 18 months of travel, days of riots and one maleficent manager had ripped and torn the band apart.
In the midst of the second show that day, and possibly last Bon Jovi show ever, it was all coming to a close, and Jon Bon Jovi spoke:

“Muchas gracias amigos.

Tonight, they tried to stop a rock show.
And the protests with the students and the college, they didn’t want us to play here tonight.
They didn’t want you to come here tonight.

But you see the power of wanting something and helping it to go smooth, that’s what this is all about.

And they couldn’t stop a rock n’ roll show, because you can’t stop a good thing.

Now this is the two hundred and thirty second, the final tour, the final show.
And after twenty countries, and three million and some odd people, a lot of cold beer and warm nights, we have to say goodbye.

It’s been a long time, there’s guys out here that have spent two birthdays on this tour, that have had children born, that have had divorces, we’ve had more cold beer than I could think of….

And I learned a long time ago from a guy on tv you never say goodbye, you just say Goodnight.
But you remember to say Thank you.

And it doesn’t matter what country you’re in, if it’s America, or Mexico, if it’s England or if it’s Russia, if it’s Australia or wherever we’ve been;

This is dedicated to the guys who set it up, to the guys who break it down, to the guys who made it possible;
We’re here with you tonight.

To the greatest road crew in the world, my brothers, and sisters.
It’s called Blood on Blood.”

source (video): 
Bon Jovi Live Blood On Blood, Guadalajara 1990, Rare Pro Shot

Night had set over the Mexican crowd as the wind carried Jon’s words away.
There had been too many shows to count. 34 Years later archivers, working to support the creation of a documentary series about the band, would count there had been 240 concerts.
Not 232.
And the director would use a snippet of the speech, and chose the Thank you, Goodnight reference, as his title. 
But the rest of Guadalajara’s speech would go unused.

But maybe, just maybe, rock n’roll was never about that one phrase that clicked.
Not about those moments when your words managed to touch eternity.
Not about that time you made the right decision, or about when you smoothed out the rough patches and you created something that was perfect.

Maybe rock n’roll is in the one hundred women that should have been a perpetually growing number.

In the guitarist like the Chinese nightingale;
Replaced by the emperor for a mechanical one, trimmed with jewels. Forever singing the same song.

Maybe rock n’ roll is not in wanting to matter, but in fearlessly being contemporary.

Saying things that will be forgotten, before the sun will rise the next day.

To speak up and to commemorate the political riots, that had surrounded the concert, for the 33.000 people who had waited the whole day for the second show at Estadio Tecnológico in Guadalajara.

To keep talking, as if in an endless conversation, locking in each and every one of the 20.000 people at the the Alpine Valley Music Theatre, East Troy, as if it’s just the bunch of you hanging out in a bar.

And maybe rock n’roll is thanking the enthusiastic and supportive audience at the Rosemont Horizon, over and over again, realizing that even if your career would end the next day because an unimpressed music journalist would write that one bad review that will be the death verdict of your career;
Tonight, you are with friends.

Maybe timeless rock n roll is not created by hard work and planning ahead and doing the thing that’s wise, let alone by doing the thing that’s proper.

But by your heart, your soul, your whole entire being oozing, shouting, and roaring;
“YES!”

And loving every minute of it.

“Thank you, goodnight”
the Bon Jovi story
streams on Hulu and Disney +

And the newly unlocked concert

Bon Jovi
11 July 1987
Alpine Valley Amphitheatre, East Troy🇺🇸
🏟️ Slippery When Wet Tour

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And to the playlist:
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at 11 July 1987.

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This Rock Star Writer blog will from now on be host to posts about live concerts from 1983 to 1996;
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WHY this Rock Star Writer blog is about live concerts from Bon Jovi:

In 2022 -2023 I started the “concerts on this day” series,
resulting in many blogposts on the Daily Bon Jovi Yoga blog and two full fledged playlists on YouTube, covering the whole year.

Part I: Bon Jovi concerts on this day 10 June – 5 December (before 1997)
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Does anybody want what’s left of me?

Jon Bon Jovi in Sao Paulo, Brazil. Photograph: Suki Dhanda for the Observer

The Bon Jovi album “What About Now” (March 2013, Richie Sambora left the band in April) contains a little known song that is a far cry from Bon Jovi’s trademark anthems.

It is called “(Does anybody want) What’s Left Of Me”.
And although I don’t know when he wrote it, I think it would be quite possible it was around the time of a very well-read interview for the Guardian, in 2010.

An interview where Jon Bon Jovi admits his struggles as well as how they’re ultimately built-in to who he is:

“I was that kid with the report card that said: ‘Doesn’t play well with others
I couldn’t be in a situation where someone else was controlling my destiny.
I’m probably not really a candidate to be in the army. Or working at the factory. Or…
I have to sink or swim on my own merits.
JBJ in The Guardian

Three years after that interview they’d release the album with the song What’s Left Of Me, and guitarist Richie Sambora walked out.
Which makes me wonder, having the exact age Jon had when he gave that interview:
Is today even the positive milestone I think it is?

Did I really make it through my own personal version of Hell Week, with the biggest mental health crisis in over a decade?
Or is this just the warm-up for my best friend walking out, getting vocal problems, being screwed in a business deal, my record company betraying me, and oh yes, ten years from now I will not be able to do my profession for two years because of a global pandemic?

In the light of what’s to come, do I get to celebrate today?

Or is it best to just admit that the downfall has begun and since career-wise I am NOT at the level of Jon Bon Jovi, I have basically missed my chance at life?
Just asking.

Worst case scenario, let’s assume my feeling I hacked this is short-lived, and will round off to zero some day very soon, then I believe there is all the more reason to celebrate this today.

So?
What happened?
Or maybe not what happened, but why do I feel like this could work?

That the purpose of Hell Week was not to break me, but to build me up?

Ever since I started writing under an alter-ego in 2006, I have been aware that there is a very large part of me, that I do not express nor am (as in be) in daily life.

That “she”, the alter-ego, the pure artist to whom I have frequently referred to as “the real me”, is too much for daily life. And that honestly, I don’t want it to be out there either.
I m very much okay being more neutral under my real name.
It allows me to not bring my “real” art into daily life, and it gives me a rest from that very intense part of myself.

And besides, who is to say what is real art. Maybe my best work is the more neutral one. 
But nevertheless, the situation has been unclear for years even to myself, and every now and then I need to recalibrate.

Hell Week was a perfect time for that.
And this is what came up:

All my work under my real name is fun, lighthearted, great way to make friends.
It’s about Bon Jovi!
It’s about little bear Puux! (see Twitter)
It’s about playing around on my art blog World Between Worlds.
It’s the things I do when no one is watching nor paying me, but also:

The things that do not hurt. Not myself, nor others!!

This blog and all the other things I do under my real name, stays on the surface. It doesn’t cut to the bone.
It’s the things that you’re okay with if your installation mechanic would find, if they Google you. As if they would have time for such nonsense but you catch my drift.

And then everything else, including Hell Week, goes under the alter-ego.

And that’s when I saw two things!
1. That who I am under this identity (real name) and how I write on this blog, was already very much described by me in a piece called
The Baby Koala Relationship
I already knew I was a Baby Koala when I described my part in a lasting romantic relationship. But I just didn’t know (at all!) it was more than a fairy tale story and was actually my daily functioning mode, friendship mode, daughter mode, caretaker of cats mode.
At the time of writing the piece The Baby Koala Relationship I had no idea I was already a baby koala the majority of the time.

And I also saw:
2. that Hell Week had been the result of me not knowing (1) that I was a baby koala.
I had made a huge mistake in assessing what I could do, or what I was up for. Which in hindsight had resulted in a very traumatized baby koala.

I had really made a mistake the equivalent of taking a four year old to the movie Hellraiser. I was an absolute mess.

And then my alterego stepped in, and she freed the baby koala and shut everybody out of our lives who had been within a ten mile radius of this insanely irresponsible choice being made.

What that Hell Week taught me is that I should do a full and complete audit of my life, the places and people where I am a baby koala, and where I am my alterego;
And all other places that require something in between?
Out!
Gone!
Entirely irresponsible!

You ll either get an upset (“upset” is already my mental health understatement of 2021) baby koala, or you’ll trigger the alter-ego to come out in daylight, and settle things her way.

Now that I can see why it all went wrong, I regret the mistake because of the damage it caused to myself and others.

But it feels good to understand why it happened because that means it’s preventable in the future. All I need to do, is make it clear that I m a baby koala.
(If you re reading this: hi! I am a baby koala! Don’t forget!)

But it may be too late.

That the chances that three years from now, I ll write an album (book) everybody will forget, with a song few will remember, without the loved ones around me that I lost between 2006 and June 11 2021;
Those chances might be a lot more realistic than all this panning out.

I came across a quote:

“Religion is for people who’re afraid of going to hell.
Spirituality is for those who’ve already been there.”

― Vine Deloria Jr.

Jon was there.
I was there.
And the baby koala was there too.

Let’s see how we’re doing three years from now.
What’s left of me.

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All The Things You (n)Ever Wanted To Know About Bon Jovi at Wembley first night 1995

Woah!!! We’re halfway there!
Or we will be, after I give you this premium pro shot live recording of this first night in Wembley 1995!
It s a must see for every fan and beyond, and it will make the rest of this blog post, far more interesting 😉


I reviewed it for my YouTube channel
This is my 10 minute video review ->

#21 Wembley 1 st night June 23 | 1995 Bon Jovi Concert Series (Stories)
I had so much fun with it!
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However! 
“It” does not mean a balanced, thought through, overview with historical context of this first night of the legendary three Wembley concerts.
“It” means: 
Whatever came to mind, sitting under the tree in my first outdoor video in years, and with my complicated analysis on pretty useless notes in front of me.
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So the video turned out fresh and funny, but on the information side it was a bit thin! Aware being punctual and thorough was not its forte, I already announce in the video, I would compensate by writing it out, quite possibly in a blog post.
Which is this.
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But if knowing Jon dances like Axl Rose at one point, ladies being snatched from behind the bar, and meme worthy speeches all time-stamped out for you, are all NOT need to know info for you?
You can skip the blog and just subscribe to my channel:
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For all your highly entertaining, yet stunningly incomplete Bon Jovi video reviews.
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I will not be (double) covering any of the anecdotes from my video review.
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And, disclaimer, even this written review is still incomplete and definitely does not do justice to the entire band, as my focus for the video review (hence: my notes) was on Jon Bon Jovi and his interaction with the audience.
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Having said all that, let’s start!
“Are you alive out there?!”
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Bon Jovi | 1st Night at Wembley Stadium | Fixed Audio! | London 1995
Wembley, London

23 June 1995

Setlist:

Classic 1995 opening, with the “two puncher” Prayer and Bad Name,
topping it off with a double layer of Wild in the Streets!

01 Livin’ On A Prayer [0:40​]
face paint & eye makeup Jon Bon Jovi:
Striking yellow or orange face paint on the cheeks, and dark eyeliner

02 You Give Love A Bad Name [5:45​]
03 Wild In The Streets [9:27​]

At [ 14:10 ] Jon jumps off the stage, shakes hands with the audience, puts a cowboy hat on, tosses it back into the audience, snatches a rose, clenches it between his teeth (in between singing his lines), providing excellent photogenic moments!

After Wild In The Streets [15:25] Jon always addresses the audience, and gets them excited for the 2 to 3 hours to come.
Jon indicates how special it is for them to be here, something that he will elaborate on later tonight.
He ends with:
“Fasten your seat belts and let me drive. Take it Hughy.”
Moving right into the bass line (from bass player Hugh McDonald)
of Keep the Faith ->

04 Keep The Faith [15:51​]

Jungle?
When I first started watching concerts with other fans, I always wondered why they were referring to “Keep the Faith” as “Jungle”.
But if you start watching at [ 19:36 ] you can hear this “Sympathy for the Devil” like intermezzo, and in fact a cover of that song was played here occasionally!, but you can clearly hear the same jungle noises Mick Jagger makes here, and Jon even sings:
“It’s a jungle out there, baby.
You ve got to watch your back, and I ve got to watch mine.
It’s a jungle out there, mama!”
And then dropping onto one knee, for a dramatic pause. And back up just in time at the microphone.
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05 Blood On Blood [23:17​]

Blood On Blood never sounded better than with these amazing acoustic openings! 

26:43
For those interested: Right here you can see there is a very large distance between crowd and stage, reminiscent of Live Aid, really.

26:55
Great showman-ship, when Jon stands tall at the mike!
Singing the legendary words:
“Bobby is an uptown layer.
And Danny is a medicine man.
But me?
I m a singer here…”

And the crowd roars: 
“In a long-haired rock n roll band!!” 

06 Always [29:16​]

Always is that moment when you realize you’ve just seen the greatest male performer of the 20th century.
And for those who are still in doubt, Jon has Dry County up the sleeve of jacket number 2, the first of the two red leather ones, which you will see later.

07 I’d Die For You [36:59​]

In Blood on Blood Jon Bon Jovi had already played the acoustic guitar;
But in I’d Die For You, Runaway, and a few more songs in this show, he plays electric.
At [ 37: 15 ] you see Jon and Richie opening the song, playing side by side.

Which brings me to the main unexplained difference between old and new Bon Jovi; Jon plays less guitar during shows.
For me, someone who rates music heavily based on the number of electric guitars and HOW HARD they’re being played!, I particularly miss what I will call “bad ass Jon” on electric guitar.
But I’d Die For You Wembley 1995?
Oh, yeah baby! 

27:27 – and up
Some jaw-dropping shots of Tico working those drums!
Few would pull this off! What an intensity.
And at 1:16:30 Tico shows he can even do this, whilst smoking a cigarette!

08 Blaze Of Glory [41:56​]
09 Runaway [47:37​]

10 Dry County [52:42​]

Okay, okay, okay! How do I say this without shouting?
I DON’T! WATCH THIS ONE! OMG! IF ONLY YOU WATCH ONE SONG FROM THIS ENTIRE SHOW LET IT BE DRY COUNTY!!!
The lyrics, the vocals, the dropping on tha knees, my friends!
The speech at 59 minutes!
I m somewhere between shouting and being speechless.

11 Lay Your Hands On Me [1:04:42​]

Lay Your Hands is when the sermon comes in! Or, as Jon puts it:
“Welcome to Jonny’s church of Rock n Roll”
It is personally my favorite Bon Jovi song live. And if you don’t get enlightened, redeemed and your soul saved watching this?
I don’t know what will!
But even then there’s still the Axl Rose-like swaying, dancing, at 1:12:44 to enjoy.
And a rerun to being saved since the next song is introduced with:
“I think your souls are about to be saved!
Tico, gimme that beat baby!”

Kick-starting their classic 90s two-puncher closer routine of “the main show”:
Sleep When I m Dead, and Bad Medicine!
Cause they re just getting warmed up, baby! 

12 I’ll Sleep When I’m Dead [1:14:28​]
“Now I gotta know; Are you still ALIVE out there?!”
That’s how Sleep When I m Dead begins, dragging the audience into a teasing game that will last for two Bon Jovi songs, three covers, 22 minutes and four giant blowup dolls! 

“Sleep” and “Bad Medicine” together, are like a small concert in and of their own right.
It’s the moment when there are the most fans on stage, two fully functional bars as far as I can see!
At 1:23:25 Jon Bon Jovi goes over to ask the female bartender for a dance, and it’s clearly not scripted, because initially she doesn’t even notice him, and he goes behind the bar, playing the chords to “Sleep” at the same time, before they wildly dance over the stage. 

With little acts of theater that involve the entire band, countless musical intermezzos, numerous forms of dancing and waves and waves of heavy ass guitars, there are really no words to describe what an incredible party these two songs are!

~ Jumpin’ Jack Flash [1:19:46​]
~ Papa Was A Rolling Stone [1:21:10​]

13 Bad Medicine [1:24:49​]

Part of their Rock Fest punchline, Bad Medicine is always where the boys take it home. But it has a hidden secret: 
If he feels like it, then all Jon’s heavy duty driving the ladies craaaazy is done RIGHT HERE!
There is an improv moment that Jon can drag out as long as he wants, and when there are no cameras there? 
No pending PG18 ratings? 
Oh, then he gives all…..

However, Wembley night one was meant for the dvd which would later become Live From London. Because of audio problems, they eventually chose night 3.

But this show was recorded to be that professional concert registration, so that explains why the sexual atmosphere is not from the level I usually encounter at audio only bootlegs!

But, Jonny would not be Jonny without making the most out of it;
And at 1:28:18
You get the whole act, about shaking your ass and becoming rich and famous!

And according to them they had to break it off because of Richie’s mom looking at them!

~ Shout [1:31:35​]

Encore 1:
14 Bed Of Roses [1:36:23​]

Now I m no fan of Bed of Roses, but it wasn’t until I started my 1995 review series, that I realized that 90’s Bed of Roses?
Oh, love that one!

Still not sure why it all makes such a difference, but Richie Sambora’s backing vocals for sure must be one reason why Bed of Roses 1995 was a killer one, to open the encore with.

15 Hey God [1:44:30​]
16 Rockin’ All Over The World (w/ Steven Van Zandt) [1:51:26​]

Encore 2:
17 Richie Acoustic Guitar Solo [1:57:41​]

Opening the second encore with a beautiful guitar song, and I have no doubt guitar playing Bon Jovi fans could tell me exactly which songs/ melodies he’s playing here;
This is the time to acknowledge both that Richie Sambora was such an important part of why 80s and 90s Bon Jovi was unprecedented.
And that my reviews, both this written one which was based on the notes I made to make a 10 minute video, as well as my video review and whatever I usually say in those videos;
Do not do him justice. Nor the other band members of Bon Jovi! 

My reviews are very Jon-dominated, and I think I can get away with it, since I only make these small videos and I emphasize I’m a normal writer and not knowledgeable on music.
But it’s this guitar solo, right before Wanted Dead or Alive, that makes me realize I really wish I had more musical background, and the right vocabulary to describe it.

Which brings me to the next song, and the only song where even I can hear Richie:

18 Wanted Dead Or Alive [2:00:17​]

In retrospect, I believe that although Richie does not sing all the time, that in essence? Wanted Dead or Alive is  a duet.
And also:
That there was something incredibly tragic and inauspicious, already written here between the lines of what may be the greatest Bon Jovi song ever.
That if paid better attention, the tragedy of Richie leaving the band in 2013, was already weaved in.

For those with ears to hear, the message was clear.

19 Someday I’ll Be Saturday Night (w/ Steven Van Zandt) [2:06:09​]

Encore 3:
20 Jon asking audience what to play [2:15:44​]
21 Good Guys Don’t Always Wear White [2:17:11​]

22 This Ain’t A Love Song [2:21:58​]

And so it ends; This Ain’t A Love Song

After three encores filled to the brim with rockers and straight forward partying, we’re dropped back into the drama filled final act of a 2,5 hour show.
Jon dances for us one more time.
Tico smokes another cigarette.
Richie looks more regal than ever; dressed fully in black, with a long coat and hat.

The fans on stage are long gone, the bar is deserted. 

And ultimately;
Jon throws the microphone stand to the side.
Drops on his knees, one final time, for the longest outro ever.
Singing, a wordless melody for minutes straight.
We hear Ritchie’s guitar, only the sound of strings and the wordless male voice singing about something that has never had vocabulary.
Yet we understood perfectly. 

This ain’t a love song.

~Suzanne
Rock Star Writer

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Hearts Healing Even – A Letter To Jon Bon Jovi And Richie Sambora

Dear Jon and Richie,

I ve gotta be honest with you; 
The mood I m currently in, is not the gentile, understanding, yet a holding-the-space-like-a-mofo mood I thought I had to offer you, at the beginning of this week.
When I tweeted that I was going to write about you on this blog.
It’s quite the opposite.

The mood I m in is an everything needs to burn and be destroyed mood. Starting with a ritualistic massacre of the last two decades of my life, because I was a yoga teacher and I have feelings about that.
Not the teaching of the classes itself, especially in recent years when my students became friends and friends will be students again, post-Covid.
No, the hate and resentment started when I took my trainings and there were expectations and things you that were expected of you as a yoga teacher, and things that were frowned upon or “not encouraged”.

In retrospect it feels like I was gaslit for two decades, into being of service, into being connected, into being Good.
And I did and was all those things because I believed I had to because that was my work. But I compensated by not practicing yoga, hating myself, overeating, resenting my work, and living under a different identity.

But mostly I compensated with hate.
If yoga taught me anything, it taught me how to hate.

If I go looking somewhere late 20th century, I should be able to find the unspoiled, honeymoon version of yoga, that brought me to life and made me fall in the love with the practice.
At first I thought she, this fun loving yoga spirit, was hiding in Bon Jovi albums;
And all the home yoga I did do the past few years, were with your music!
I was sure something as pure and good as the first 3 years of my practice, would automatically return to me if I kept listening to your records.
But no such luck mon cherie.

It was like in 1989:
My boyfriend, with whom I had been listening to Bon Jovi records, broke up with me. I felt I had no choice but to stop being a Bon Jovi fan, and switched to Guns N Roses.
Appetite for Destruction, never felt so good as then.
And Appetite for Destruction, is what is needed now.

Before me and yoga get along again, I need to listen and do yoga, or simply just listen if doing yoga is too much; I need to listen to Appetite for Destruction.
The bad yoga memories need to be expelled, purged, drawn out like poison from a wound.

But after I ve had my most destructive phase? And in case it ends well, and me and yoga hit if off?
I ll try Bounce!
Then These Days!

And then all the other Bon Jovi records.*)

So that’s where I am at! 
In this week filled with disappointments when I thought yoga would come back to me easily and effortlessly, I fell right back into the pit of hate, resentment, loathing instead. 
It’s poisoning me, at great speed. And it’s either going to kill me from the inside out, or I find a way back to my true self, starting with having Appetite for Destruction do the heavy lifting for me.

It is in that very inconvenient, raw, energy I am in, that I look at the two of you.
Jon and Richie; our two beloved front men just like Mick and Keith, just like Axl and Slash.
And from those three duos, you were and are the ones with the head start. The better cards.
Less extreme personalities.
Better people skills.
Less drug addiction.
More clarity business wise.

And you made it through!
I mean, damn it you guys!
You did not break in that hell of the late 80s, early 90s, when bands were just SMACKED around by life, by management, by the train of the music industry moving at great speed and crushing everything that could not keep up.
You coped, you made it through, only to let the whole thing fall to pieces in the 21st century.

I think I am the only fan who has never watched the full induction into the Rock N Roll hall of fame. I just can’t. There is so much unsaid. It is so uncomfortable to watch you two, clearly still not knowing how to deal with the fact you re no longer working together.
But then I thought, there is a plus side to it;
Because I think you are so close.

It will take far less effort than you could possibly imagine.
It probably would not even feel like effort at all.

You are so close to finding each other, I can feel it in my bones. Whatever it was that started to poison how you related, just like my relationship to yoga got poisoned without me recognizing it;
It’s not real.
You are still the same men, as you were in the earliest days of the band.
And you’re also still the same as when you were writing songs in Richie’s basement.

There is a Covid pandemic, which may keep you two from meeting in person. You re living on opposite sides of the country.
But otherwise I would have suggested to start in Jon’s basement;
That place he shared, or showed, to the fans on Instagram and Twitter.
Where all the memorabilia lay from all those years with the band.

Just push all the stuff aside, roll some basic equipment in, and roll out a rug on the floor. Set up two chairs for two men with guitars, and a fridge with some cold beer.
And you just see what comes up. 

Keep it simple.

And if that is too much, if it hurts you almost physically. If it’s too close to too much pain;
Then you go to Plan B.

You start with Appetite.

~Suzanne
Rock Star Writer

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*) post-script 2021 04 02:  Shortly after writing this post all the hate and resentment disappeared, and I’m doing yoga again! https://dailybonjoviyoga.com/  It’s not daily yet. That name was a bit too optimistic. But me and yoga have definitely kissed and made up and we’re rockin’ it.

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